Finally.....

wl m nt a writer nor a poet,and f course m writting smthng on d blog fr d first tym....so plz mind the structures and dat bullshit gramatical mistakes.
I do feel that the title is appropriate bcoz finally finally too many things are ocurring

1. first things first ,d idea of writting a blog 2 express my thoughts had occured to me a long tym ago,smwhr around CAT last yr was d first time i read one and found myself in a similar situation bt i refrained . . . . . again when the blogspot fr our IT branch was created i wanted 2 write a lot bt smhw couldn't f course i would have been too much bsy (I WONDER NOW HW COULD I ...BUT I DID) .SMTYM AFTER my drdo paper again dfire was dere ,bt finally now after CAT m here...so finally d moment has arrived fr me .

2. of course finally d joining has arrived ,

3 .dis 4-5 mnths period of trauma has ended .

bt smthngs are still not yet finally,n i feel i need to think /take more care of them :

1. Obvious hai wid me [:)] ....CAT is again over,though my performance this yr was quite better to last no matter waT the end result is cmpared to d iitians (although only dat matters ),m still cnfused wether i shuld give it another try or come back AND stdy fr DRDO where again to my gretest adv. I HAVEN'T TOuCHED ANY TECH SUB SINCE SEM 5 ....BT DEN AS DEY SAY M MORE SUITED OT TECH DAN MANAGERIAL PROFILE ,quite true atleast my final yr gate and cat score say so ....bt is dat d truth ? i hardly gave CAT last yr ...so should i take this yr cat and last yr gate score .....may be no ??so wat should i do !!!OF COURSE CNTNU WID MY TRAINING AND PUT MORE THOUGHT TO IT .

2 .I never cared fr oders wrds .....may b i was a bit more open book sort of.......and dat's wat m payinf fr ..! ! do i need to be more practical and take ppl an d treat them as they are or is it better 2 be me ...simpl honest clear and true ,AND EXPECT THEM TO B UNDERSTAND ME!! AGAIN I NEED TO THINK AND WRK !!

3 . there have been sm issues sm tough times , although i have tried quie a bitbt smhw d problems seem to be unending.....may be GOD wants to test us more !!and wat it has done is dat it has hurt me physicaaly as well ...i wa stressed almost on d verge of depression in d ending days f clg lyf ,and den dat typhoid break in d oct broke me!! DO I NEED TO CARE FOR MY HEALTH MORE DAN DESE PETTY ISSUES ...OR AS I THINK DESE ARE OF COURSE ISSUES DAT NEED TO BE STRESSED UPON ,I WAS NEVER 100 % EALTHY PERSON !! here i feel i should move 2 1st part !!


and finally hw on earth can some ppl determine dere own set of conditions irrespective of d past facts or future conseq. knowing well dat if smthng effects a set of ppl there combined views must b taken care of !!I WOULD REFRAIN FRM SPEAKING MORE ,JST HOPE CNDTNS IMPROVE :)


Fr NOW TCS calling......and d silverlining we are back to NOIDA !! :)